| | As soon as I think I understand or start to understand wat life is about, it throws me right back in place.. telling me how wrong I am. I guess ppl were right wen they said as u grow older life gets messier.. more things to worry about more things to take care of!.. Its funny yet sad.. I always wanted this "one" particar thing in my life and now wen I am on the verg of getting it I cant have it 'coz ...... of various reasons that i dont have control over. Sometimes I just hate how life can screw you up in secs.. Is it indeed lifes fault, or mine for that? I dunno who to blame and I'm sure in this case blaming wont help because whats done is done.. no one can undo it.. I guess I'm just rambling on n on about something that probablly doesnt make sense to you.. but funny part is I cant share it with anyone except the ppl who dont know me. I cant share it with none of my best frnds..'coz they wont understand it and would judge me based of what i did instead of thinking why I did it and i dont blame them I might have done the same thing if i were in their shoes. So, here I am once again feeling lonely not because I am but because I want to be, I guess. Its funny how I always says .. I am not afraid to say what I do .. but I guess there are always somethings in everyone's life which they have kept it to themselves and this is surely one of those for me!!..
Life can be tough on you, it is how you handle it decides your fate!..
In the end, I guess ur fate IS written somewhere up there..you just have to unfold the pages !!..
Anyways...
U all have a nice day!
Mehak*..
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| | Posted 5/25/2006 2:07 AM - 41 Views - 6 eProps - 9 comments
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